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Kee An, 011093kee an, whose face is round and fat, is officially EIGHTteen, going NINEteen :O his Mama's amniotic sac bursts open and the amniotic fluid lubricates her vagina while he slides down playfully along the slimy ol' black hole and POOF, he sees light on 01.10.93. free web hit counter Tagboard
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Monday, January 24, 2011
I don't really feel like blogging now but I really need someone/something to talk to, or somewhere to express my feelings. So I just turn to blogging. It's not like I can turn to tumblr/flickr/twitter/facebook right.. I'm currently feeling very anxious for my studies. I don't know why there's this invisible stress (I know that you can't see stress) on me and it's something that I've never experienced before. I think I just lost my ego today, totally. The usual four of us were in the canteen after assembly today and we started studying. Chungkai had some problems with his Chemistry homework and Jonathan just explained to him as if he memorised the answer booklet. I was really amazed, but at the same time, I felt so small. During Math lecture, Jianher was like answering the questions to himself when the lecturer was asking some questions, and yep, he got them all correct. Again, I had that negative feeling. I don't know why am I putting so much stress on myself. I think I'm just comparing myself with the others too much, but I just couldn't help it. In addition to today's ordeal, TT marked me down when he was testing me complex numbers yesterday. At that moment I felt like a useless shit. I know I don't excel in anything but at least I'm trying. I've been trying hard not to let him down, or rather, trying my best to prove him wrong. Well, at least he gave me advices, which were supposed to be useful as claimed by him. I've been thinking about all these, since this morning. And it's really demoralising to find out that I'm not as capable as I've thought. I think I'm the one who gave myself these pressure. Hopefully a few days later I'll be okay haha. Otherwise I don't know how to cope with the hectic life when June comes. |
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