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Sunday, January 16, 2011
Commitment, sucks. As you see here, I'm in a ranting mood. Things haven't been going well since the start of school, whether it's in terms of studies, CCA stuff etc etc. Hello, it's only the first day of school and I really felt that it's been two months already, seriously. I've never been so worn out before. Photogsoc. I think it's the most irritating CCA I've ever joined so far. Well, I don't know if I would regret saying this after a while, but I definitely have to say it right now. I don't know why being in photog is like adding extra burden to myself. I guess this is one of the consequences of being in exco. I seriously don't like this kind of commitment. I was told to take pictures, and I really didn't want to. All I get was being scolded and shouted at with SMSes. There are soo many members in Photogsoc and why bother asking the exco to do stuff only? When I joined Photogsoc at the beginning of school term last year, I was thinking of myself being able to learn some skills and take pictures as and when I like, but I never thought that I would be ordered to take photos one day. This feeling really sucks, more than when if I were to be forced to drink my own urine. Lifeguards. I was debating with myself one day, whether studies or competition is more important. I came to a conclusion that studies is more important, much more important. Someone gave me lots of useful advices about this and I really thought it over. That's what makes me determined that I shouldn't go for competitions. Many people say that I can still study after training. The problem is, is that even possible? Not only me, but even the others, will feel so damn worn out after training that most of us won't have much energy left to concentrate on our studies. Things would be worse for me, considering that I didn't have much experience in swimming. Furthermore, our competition is in July, while the Nationals for other sports CCAs is in April. It's really unfair for us that we have to spend our June holidays training so much just for a short-term achievement. I was thinking that I should study during the June holidays, for A level's. By doing this, I think I'm preparing for long-term achievement. Because after all, my A level's results will be the important passport that determines my future. Well, I'm not saying that competitions aren't entirely useless. At least it's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to take part in a lifeguard competition, but comparing to my future, which is more important? I've made up my mind, and I will gain strength. I don't want to end up losing everything. I don't want to live a life that is so tied down to short-term commitments. School commitments, will be over when July comes. |
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