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Kee An, 011093kee an, whose face is round and fat, is officially EIGHTteen, going NINEteen :O his Mama's amniotic sac bursts open and the amniotic fluid lubricates her vagina while he slides down playfully along the slimy ol' black hole and POOF, he sees light on 01.10.93. free web hit counter Tagboard
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Monday, January 24, 2011
I don't really feel like blogging now but I really need someone/something to talk to, or somewhere to express my feelings. So I just turn to blogging. It's not like I can turn to tumblr/flickr/twitter/facebook right.. I'm currently feeling very anxious for my studies. I don't know why there's this invisible stress (I know that you can't see stress) on me and it's something that I've never experienced before. I think I just lost my ego today, totally. The usual four of us were in the canteen after assembly today and we started studying. Chungkai had some problems with his Chemistry homework and Jonathan just explained to him as if he memorised the answer booklet. I was really amazed, but at the same time, I felt so small. During Math lecture, Jianher was like answering the questions to himself when the lecturer was asking some questions, and yep, he got them all correct. Again, I had that negative feeling. I don't know why am I putting so much stress on myself. I think I'm just comparing myself with the others too much, but I just couldn't help it. In addition to today's ordeal, TT marked me down when he was testing me complex numbers yesterday. At that moment I felt like a useless shit. I know I don't excel in anything but at least I'm trying. I've been trying hard not to let him down, or rather, trying my best to prove him wrong. Well, at least he gave me advices, which were supposed to be useful as claimed by him. I've been thinking about all these, since this morning. And it's really demoralising to find out that I'm not as capable as I've thought. I think I'm the one who gave myself these pressure. Hopefully a few days later I'll be okay haha. Otherwise I don't know how to cope with the hectic life when June comes. Sunday, January 16, 2011
Commitment, sucks. As you see here, I'm in a ranting mood. Things haven't been going well since the start of school, whether it's in terms of studies, CCA stuff etc etc. Hello, it's only the first day of school and I really felt that it's been two months already, seriously. I've never been so worn out before. Photogsoc. I think it's the most irritating CCA I've ever joined so far. Well, I don't know if I would regret saying this after a while, but I definitely have to say it right now. I don't know why being in photog is like adding extra burden to myself. I guess this is one of the consequences of being in exco. I seriously don't like this kind of commitment. I was told to take pictures, and I really didn't want to. All I get was being scolded and shouted at with SMSes. There are soo many members in Photogsoc and why bother asking the exco to do stuff only? When I joined Photogsoc at the beginning of school term last year, I was thinking of myself being able to learn some skills and take pictures as and when I like, but I never thought that I would be ordered to take photos one day. This feeling really sucks, more than when if I were to be forced to drink my own urine. Lifeguards. I was debating with myself one day, whether studies or competition is more important. I came to a conclusion that studies is more important, much more important. Someone gave me lots of useful advices about this and I really thought it over. That's what makes me determined that I shouldn't go for competitions. Many people say that I can still study after training. The problem is, is that even possible? Not only me, but even the others, will feel so damn worn out after training that most of us won't have much energy left to concentrate on our studies. Things would be worse for me, considering that I didn't have much experience in swimming. Furthermore, our competition is in July, while the Nationals for other sports CCAs is in April. It's really unfair for us that we have to spend our June holidays training so much just for a short-term achievement. I was thinking that I should study during the June holidays, for A level's. By doing this, I think I'm preparing for long-term achievement. Because after all, my A level's results will be the important passport that determines my future. Well, I'm not saying that competitions aren't entirely useless. At least it's a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to take part in a lifeguard competition, but comparing to my future, which is more important? I've made up my mind, and I will gain strength. I don't want to end up losing everything. I don't want to live a life that is so tied down to short-term commitments. School commitments, will be over when July comes. Friday, January 7, 2011
Happy New Year people :D It's kinda late to say it but I guess there a need for it haha. Anyway about the 2011 Resolutions... I'm kinda lazy to create one because I'm too busy to think of what I want, so I managed to come up with only a few. 2011 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
Haha I know it kinda sucked but that's about it. I just wish for good grades and health actually, and I really want to be free from those problems that make me feel so emo, depressed, deprived etc. I will also try my best to act like an 18 yearold adult, not an 18 yearold kid. Being a kid doesn't really benefit myself anyway. I've created Twitter recently, due to boredom. Twitter isn't really as fun as Facebook because it doesn't have any photo albums or applications (not that I know of). Initially I was thinking that Twitter is kinda boring and who the hell created Twitter ought to get a whack in the butt. But as I followed more and more people, or being followed, I realised it's not as boring as I thought. I mean, it's still boring but at least people will talk to you and reply you haha. If only I had a smarrtphone, I would tweet my life in Twitter. Kidding, my life would be as transparent as water if I did. Follow me @kyeranlee ! But hey, I followed Shane Dawson on Twitter :D How cool is that haha. School's gonna start in 3 days' time hehehe, and I'm kinda looking forward to it. Not that I want to 'enjoy' the lectures and tutorials, but I want to go meet my friends. I'm thinking of staying in school to mug everyday. Well, I guess it's only 20% possible for me to do that till prelims period. I will try my best and not let the dog down. Time to study, ciao. |
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